Here We Go Again

Alright…

New day.

Let's go.

Woke up breathin', that's a gift

Hands together, don't miss this

Thank You for another shot

Another chance to handle it different

Mind feels clear for a moment

Heart feel brave in the quiet

Said help me walk what I talk

Help me live it, not just try it

Here we go again

Had the best intentions

Started strong, then forgot to mention

Why I do what I do

Thought I could let a few slip through

Thought I'd be fine this time

Just one word, wrong tone

Now I'm already crossin' lines

Tongue move quicker than my heart

Say things I don't mean

Peace gone faster than it came

Now I'm standin' in between

I know it's not okay

When I lose my way

When the Spirit just can't stay

So I hit the ground and pray

Pray to be somethin' new

Pray to see a better view

Of what it takes to turn

This failed heart back to You

My good intentions are a great start

But without You they fall apart

I don't wanna fake what's true

I wanna mean it when I come to You

Next morning, here I am

Still breathin', still tryin'

Say thank You for not givin' up

Even when I keep fightin'

Tell myself I learned somethin'

Tell myself I'll slow it down

Try to carry yesterday's lesson

Into the way I move around

Here we go again

Didn't even make it far

Same sharp words, same reaction

Same crack in the jar

I swear it happens automatic

Like my habits know my name

I say "this time's different"

But it's different all the same

I know it's not okay

When I lose my way

When the Spirit just can't stay

So I hit the ground and pray

Pray to be somethin' new

Pray to see a better view

Of what it takes to turn

This failed heart back to You

Lord, be my charm, be my guard

Be the sealer of this broken jar

Fix me up, put me back together

Make me stronger than before

Thank You for stayin' when I stall

Thank You for answerin' when I fall

Grace met me before I asked

Mercy didn't keep a tab

I'm not givin' up on this

Even when I'm sick of me

If You're willin' to walk it out

I'll keep learnin' how to believe

So I hit the ground and pray

Pray to be somethin' new

Pray to see a better view

Of what it takes to turn

This failed heart back to You

I don't got it figured out

But I know what grace can do

If You're still here helpin' me

I'll keep comin' back to You

Yeah…

Still messin' it up.

Still grateful I'm not alone.